Not to long

I created this blog as my outlet. I don't want the time between posts to drag on because knowing me? i'll just stop posting all together. It's been a couple of hectic days since my last post. My mind has been all over the place. I can't even remember or pinpoint my past few emotional days just because i'm so use to repressing them. But lets see, i had my string of finals to take, my birthday in the midst of that, as well as my best....? good friends 21st birthday. I feel like using the expression best friend is a contradiction to one of my earlier posts, but i really do feel like shes becoming one of my best friends. And i may be shooting myself in the foot right now and regretting say that later, but as of right now, thats how i feel. So also between all that I got into a terrible fight with my mom, once again, which ended up with us not talking for days and her not talking to me on my birthday. Not even wishing me a happy birthday. Thanks mom...i'll always remember my XX birthday as the one where you didnt even wish me a happy birthday. Though thats not much different from the rest of my birthdays, they usually just suck all together anyway. But enough about that for now.

I finally got to go out last night for my friends 21st birthday. I was hesitant to go, and even planning on backing out. However it turned out to be a good night. I had fun. Ah, dont know how else to put my mind out, and cant find lyrics. This is a time crunch post, just wanted to put in a little something before i go on and stop posting all together. Come back to post, when i can.