love

I'm afraid i'll never fall in love. That is one of my biggest fears, not to fail or to lose some one complete, but to never fall in love. I'll take all, and i mean all the drama that may come with it, but i want to once, feel like i'm in love with someone else. To be completely and utterly, stupidly in love with some one else. To fall so hard for someone that i cant see straight, that all i see are birds chirping and rainbows in the air. I want to finally call someone my own and have someone there in my life that i can turn to no matter what and know they care for me just as much as i care for them. This is what i want.