vent

I love making plans with you. You fucking always break it. This is two days in a fucking ROW. I called you yesterday about the beach that YOU invited me to go. I said yes, i wanted to go. What happens the next day? YOU GO TO THE BEACH WITHOUT ME. NO FUCKING PHONE CALL OR NOTHING. AND TODAY? LETS GO TO THE MOVIES TONIGHT. THE MOVIES AT EITHER 6:45 OR 9:30, OKAY 9:30. DID WE END UP MAKING IT? NO CAUSE OF YOUR STUPID INCONSIDERATE ASS. Then fucking, fine. so we don't make that showing, there's another one at 10. BUT FUCKING NO, because its tooo late for my fucking brother. A HALF HOUR LATER?! FUCKING SERIOUSLY?! SERIOUSLY1?! C'MON FUCKING PEOPLE. WE MADE PLANS WHY DON'T WE FUCKING STICK TO THEM. GODDAMN. DOES IT NOT OCCUR TO SOME PEOPLE THAT WE LIKE TO STICK TO PLANS? WE MAY ACTUALLY BE LOOKING FORWARD TO THESE GODDAMN PLANS TO SEE THIS FUCKING MOVIE? NO! FUCKING NO. GODDAMN, SOMETHING SO MINUSCULE AND SMALL YET PEOPLE FUCK IT UP. I'D RATHER GO SEE THIS FUCKING MOVIE MYSELF THEN FUCKING ASSHOLES. GODDAMN I CAN'T EVEN FATHOM HOW MAD I AM RIGHT NOW. ITS FUCKING BLAZING HOT, I HAVEN'T DONE SHIT ALL FUCKING DAY, I'VE BEEN LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS MOVIE ALLLLL FUCKING FUCKING DAY. FUCKING CHRIST PEOPLE. GODDAMN. I NEED A BETTER WAY TO RELEASE THIS FUCKING ANGER I'M FEELING BECAUSE "WRITING" IT OUT IS JUST NOT HELPING. THE ANGER IS JUST BUBBLING UNDERNEATH ME WANTING TO FUCKING SCREAM, YELL, PUNCH SOMETHING IN THE FACE. SO FUCKING MAD THIS FAMILY IS FUCKING ASSHOLES. AND MY BROTHER DOESN'T EVEN SEEM FAZED ABOUT IT. JUST SIMPLY STATES THAT THIS IS WHY HE NEVER MAKES PLANS WITH OUR COUSIN. THEN FUCKING FINE, WE SHOULD HAVE WENT TO SEEN IT OURSELVES AT 9:30. GODDAMN I'D RATHER GO SEE IT MYSELF TOMORROW FUCKING PEOPLE, I CAN'T STAND TO BE AROUND THEM RIGHT NOW. I RATHER GO TO BED NOW AT 9 FUCKING 40 BECAUSE I'M SO MAD AND THERE'S FUCKING NOTHING TO DO IN THIS BLAZING HEAT. I'M SO MAD RIGHT NOW ALL I WANT TO DO IS THROW SOMETHING. ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING I CAN GET MY HANDS ON. FUCKING IDIOTS. I CAN'T BELIEVE THESE FUCKING ASSHOLES. GOD FUCKING DAMN.