Had to get my thoughts out in case i forgot them...
How hard is the truth from you? Or How am i suppose to tell that your telling me the truth and that all that you say to me is what you really feel. All those persona's you portray only reinforce the fact that I can never know when your being honest with me. How do i know that i'm not another one of your little puppets you like to play around with? I know to some extent this is not true, however there's still a good amount of me that doesn't know what to think. I can't say i'm 100% sure about this. I hate letting the day's pass us by without really getting to the bottom of things. Time is going to keep going past us and the next thing you know months have past and things have changed again. When can we find the right moment for us to...be us? We go on with our days because no times seems right, or we just can't find the time to make things right. I don't want months to past or things to be forgotten or buried so far deep its impossible to get back to the surface. Yet...i'm still not even 100% comfortable talking to you about everything because...we haven't been on the same page in...a really long time.
Why does today feel like i'm in a world wind? I feel like things are flashing by me and I can't grasp anything because its going by too fast. I feel like everything around me is going a hundred miles an hour and i just can't keep up and opportunities are passing me by.
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