Two things on my mind today, summed up into two words-Unbalance and loneliness.
-It sucks, I created this blog as my outlet, and it sucks when I feel like I don't have the time to write in it. I can't take the time out to write a blog and to write my feelings out, even though I want to. I always feel the weight on my shoulders and this weight is coming down every minute. There's so many productive things I should be doing, however I'm want to just relax, zone out and be free for a little bit. I just want to sit back and write my thoughts down. However there's the flip side on how much work I should be getting done and how if I just put my foot down and get it all organized I would have time for everything. Its the first step that's always the hardest. Once you got one foot out the door, the other will follow. However no one ever tells you the story of how that foot got out that door. There's no clever sayings for that first foot, no cliche, at least not in my book of stored memories of cliches and such.
-This wasnt part of the two word theme's in my head today. Just a little vice needed to be put down. I'll come back tomorrow, hopefully...probably the next day to explain my thoughts/themes of today. Which will probably end up being the themes for the week. There needs to be more hours in the day, or I need to stop procrastinating and get more organized.
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